Sunday, February 6, 2011
♥ Thoughts of m0nstAr ; @ 9:01 PM
Trust ?
Can i trust anyone or the words they say ? I wish to lost trust in anyone but D is like making me feel that every one get close to me with the same motive.
W admitted that he had a 5 yr relationship with his currently gf. He didnt admit cause he stare that i will not take to him. He claim that he had totally no feeling for his gf wish to break off with her. W also admitted that he gt feeling for me. I totally dont understand. I ask him whether did he off his hp when he is with his gf he claim he never. I tried to call but it does not seem to go through. Talk to D about it and D claim that he gt no reason to keep it from me if he only jus wanna be gt friends. he feel that he gt motive behind that . W to me is like a big brother that i can really chat anything under the star with. But Cam i trust him now ?
This is the 3rd day i had been stoning at home.Suppose to meet the gers and guys for steamboat today but Angel,Rara and sange cannot make it. Li jun totally gt no reply from her. I am really super fare up. I really hate there nonsense already.Going to give up planning all the gathering since no one is interested.to even meet up..Lots of up and down .. Been thinking alot recently...
I really got no confidence in going into a relationship. I know my da xiao jie temper .. no everyone can really handle it .. But i really wish to be love n dotes. 2 more days and he will be back.. Miss him really lots recently..